"If I'm right I get into heaven, if you're right..I turn into dirt,
either way, I win." Pascal's wager, also dumb and solipsistic. You should be thinking of what would be the case if other religions were right too.
I think you mean you want to move away from your dependence on a gigantic list, not move away "from independence from", which implies you want such a list
"The problem comes when you try to apply physics and laws
to the big bang." Obscurantist nonsense grounded in theory which will, as time passes, be replaced by more and more accurate interpretations. There is no empirical data to support such claims.
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